i just needed to vent
you can choose not to heed that previous message
no hurt feelings from me

So, I seem to be entirely too pissed off right now...
or something

I feel like my hands are tied
(and not in any sort of kinky way, just so you know)

Or that I'm gagged and can't speak

And all I can feel is the steam (like the cartoons) of anger venting from my ears
well, frustration really

My mom's in the hospital,
I had no opportunity to go visit her
I got home to no food for supper
and no way to go get food.
Our cheese was even moldy.
I only have two weeks (less than, really) to get all my work done
and some of my group members haven't lived up to their promises.
no one's signing up to be members of our club's executive next year
I have a summer job that I'm somewhat excited about, but more apprehensive
and NO ONE'S APPLIED TO BE ECOS DIRECTOR
which I was sure someone would and now I feel incredibly bad for not
Should I apply? I was told I would get it. but should I?

I feel like exploding in anger or crying
one of the two, maybe both

And I know that just putting this all behind me
and waking up tomorrow is NOT going to solve anything
Everything that's bothering me now will be there tomorrow
although I can buy myself lunch and dinner tomorrow,
so that's a step in the better direction
but still, all the major problems that were eating at me
will still be there
gnawing away

I don't have time, I never did, but now, I for sure don't
and my family's expecting me to step up
while my mom's incapacitated
that'd be fine if it wasn't the end of the semester
and i didn't have to get incredibly good marks on my finals and projects
to pull through
and if I didn't have the weight of an entire student group on my shoulders



what the hell am i going to do?


What can I do?


I think I'll just curl up into the fetal position
and wait for things to go on of their own accord

can you legitimately bring your own food into a restarurant?

I know Gayle won't object too much, but still... brownies in Chilis??

oh and thanks for answering the question.

Recognizing the question from the floor:



• jgaut@telusplanet.net


• jemery.gauthier@teckcominco.com

as hasn't used this box in a while

I'll be around CAB from 11:00 - 12:00 and 1:00 - 2:00, I think, but it would be easier if you came to Chili's (hint, hint.)

And now, to important matters. Life or death matters. Elvis matters...





<Insert dramatic Elvis/Egypt related music here>
Showtime is this Saturday, at 9:00 at the Metro Cinema. (Sure, we could go to any number of 8 shows between Thursday and Sunday, but I like Saturday at 9. Problems?)

And, to go with such a colossal(?) event, some sage advice:


If you stick a stock of liquor in your locker,
It is slick to stick a lock upon your stock.
Or some joker who is slicker,
Will trick you of your liquor,
If you fail to lock your liquor with a lock.

oh right. um, LIME playing TUESDAY, MAR 16. at the POWERPLANT.
wooooooooooooooo


come and see Clarko's new sassy rock sensibilities- in fact one might even notice his nipples popping from his shirt, or as we in the industry refer to as "Peanut Smuggling". Cristina eat your heart out.

by the way, still waiting on a response from the question from the floor. thanks :)

percy alone gets Loathsome Elf. Loathing is pretty bad.

Hey Leo, Don't feel too bad about your Drunken Ranger.
alison by itself with no capitalization gives me this:
An Annoying Oathbreaker known as: Dûnrod, Thorin Mithrileyes, Inziltrânzân,
and my personal favourite: Bâshrásh the Slobberer

Now if that's not the best/worst name yet, I don't know what is!

An Annoying Oathbreaker and Bâshrásh the Slobberer??
way too funny

thanx for fixing the link, Par.
and I may yet provide you with a brownie, but not a guacamole brownie
because that would just be gross.
(although... avocado might just work... mole does involve chocolate... nevermind)

When (and where) can I find you on Wednesday?
cuz there's no way I'll be able to come looking for you tomorrow.